Awkward~!!

Date: 04/02/09

Awkward is lacking social graces or manners.

Today was just total bullsheet. let me set you a scene. Wake up late, with headache, realised i have only slept for less than 3 hrs. Headache, soo i take panadol, gets that better. I have to walk to school with general maths textbook, biology textbook, Chemistry textbook. For the people that dont know, they are the three most heaviest books in school. On top of that i have 4 excercise books, and the people that have seen YESH that are think as and heavy. Ok i arrive at school and have biology first period. Pretty awesome, outsmart teacher 2 times. Then it was chem. I have a whole list of baggin i have to do, but today xin qing is just sheet so im not going to get more angry.

Why is jeffjeff going on about awkwardness when his day was crap. Ok here it is. 3rd period i have english language. And this class contains him and her. Awkwardness there already when i step into the classroom. Problem worse, there was one seat next to her and it was either his or mine. LIKE SHEET~! Awkward silence, just looking at each other, then he takes a seat next to harold. I take a seat next to her. YOU WOULD THINK IM HAPPY~! Load of sheet, whole lesson was silence, and then to make it worse theres some sheet on about awkward silences in english language class :U. I HAVE AN EXAMPLE MISS. RIGHT HERE BETWEEN ME AND HER~!! fack man. and i swear she is turning into her sister~! all this sheet, and the thought that i THINK we were friends, made me cry like sheet, WANTING TO CRY, i dont cry in class(try not too that is) that ended and then general, nothing special.

After class, i have ns since today is wednesday. so i have to take bus and shet. But i realised that everyone has left cept klipp. So i went with him. And he has to get ns folder. I stand there thinking about english period, and really needed to cry. Told klipp i need to pee and leaked a few tears, Nothing too big, Eyes werent like O.O soo all cool.

Ns was pretty good, i had evania in my class. Some really smart girl. Sat next to her and learnt a whole tonne, remembered a whole tonne, did a whole tonne, raged on about school chem teacher to ns chem teacher, and caught up on some chat with evania. Cant really get worse than that can it.

Awkward is always bad, like seriously. Noone whats an awkward moment unless your that guy in the english language book,that mentioned no talking closes you lips and that the less you talk the bigger you brain grows. Load of crap for all i care. But i have to admit, that is the root and phlisopical meaning for awkward silences. Xin qing is hugely crap today and i dont think will get better soon.

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